Saturday, December 1, 2018
ARCHIVE: Too Stressful for a Decent Title
Too Stressful for a Decent Title
I’ve got no excuse for the lack of updates for this blog of mine except for the usual dose of procrastination followed by some serious business matters that I just HAD to attend to for the past couple of weeks. I wasn’t even able to post an update about the Togainu no Chi anime nor was I able to keep my promise of editing the “low-quality” artworks for my countdown. Frankly, I got disappointed with the anime, but let’s just leave it at that for the mean time. Right now, this post of mine will probably be the “first and the last” of its kind on this supposedly HOBBY-RELATED blog of mine. I kept silent about this to the majority of my friends and the people I know to minimize the scope of this issue because I don’t want to seem like a drama queen whining about expired strawberry milk. I was honestly trying my hardest to move on with the issue and carry on with my life. However, my pride couldn’t take the heavy impact of the bastard-in-question’s acquaintances where, at some point, they have to label me as an idiot (exact word: “Bobo”) while they absolutely don’t know shit about my side of the story. Bastard-in-question? Yep, this particular post is all about this ONE SINGLE PERSON and all of the fuckery that I had to eat and totally endure for the past couple of months. I apologize for the long-ass entry. I tried my best to make it shorter, but meh, this is everything that I’ve always wanted to say. I’ve made it into tiny story parts so you readers can just skip a few stories or two if you’re feeling lazy lol.
Btw, to all those who’ve already asked or plan on asking me if it’s alright to repost this link, please feel free to do so.
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Steamed Bun Pussy
The bastard-in-question goes by the alias of “Siopao Master”, but I’d refer to him as “Steamed Bun Pussy” instead. We got connected because of this certain local group dedicated to cater to people who share the hobby of figure and toy collecting which will be referred to from now on as OFS.
I was a noob who got into the hobby back then so I joined the forum with an intention to expand my knowledge about figure collecting and to check on the sales posts. He sent me a message on Facebook in a rather formal manner as he introduced himself and invited me to visit OFS figure display during Ozine Fest 2010 (so yeah, I only knew him for about 5 months). He was unaware that I was already a member of the said org when he sent that message, so we kinda mutually agreed that he’ll introduce me to the old members for me to get to know the org better.
Honestly, he was more than fine as an acquaintance. Aside from our common hobby and animu stuffs, his company was pretty much entertaining and we got to talk about randomness as we enjoyed each other’s company. So yeah…he’s fine. He’s a REALLY good friend. Then he went creepy, and the rest is history.
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The Plurk Incident
The story goes like this, one of the members of OFS started showing signs that he was interested in me. For privacy purposes, I’ll have to refer to him as “Dyend” for now. Things got a little serious and shitty (won’t detail about it since it will take long for me to do so) and it came to a point that I had to confide my thoughts to Steamed Bun Pussy and asked for his advice about the matter since he knows the people involved with the issue very well. By then, Steamed Bun Pussy revealed to me that Dyend and Co. (Co.= some OFS members on his side, but NOT exactly the whole org itself) regularly talk about me on Plurk (a micro-blogging site) as he took the liberty to provide me screenshots of their random conversations. It was then that I got shaken up terribly because I hate it a lot when people talk behind my back. Long-story short, we were like “partners in crime”; he provides me the data and I act accordingly with rage and fury and all that shit as I ranted my thoughts all the way to my Facebook account (I regret doing that), which took the issue to a whole new level because Dyend and Co. realized that someone among their group has been betraying them.
Apparently, they had this “oath” that whatever talk they come up with at Plurk will duly stay only within that site. This begs the question as to how Steamed Bun Pussy sees his 2-year long friends as dispensable flock. His attachment to them was pitifully superficial as he chose to “help” a cosplayer whom he barely even knew for about a month. If I backtrack those conversations now, aside from the fact that my name was involved, nothing else seemed too repulsive about those chat logs. They were just being buddies with each other while repeatedly bullying Dyend for being “supot” towards me and all that (lol). In short, it was all an inside joke on their end. I admit that it is a fault of mine to lash out too instantly with rage without thinking.
After I lashed out about the Plurk shits without even thinking things through, it went on as if he was my ultimate ally “against” Dyend and Co. or something stupid like that. To say at the very least, we got really close because of that shit but not to the point that I depended on him. Its like, “Yeah, thanks a lot for helping me. Now let’s move on with our lives”. Later on, he’ll blame his treason on my name. But yeah, let’s move on with deeper shits.
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Random messages here and there and here and there…
As time went by and almost everyone else had already moved on with all the “Dyend and Co” issue, he started getting “weird” towards me. He did things that started to tick off my patience bit by bit. At YM (Yahoo! Messenger), he would initiate random conversations that I wasn’t even interested with. Normally, we would talk about random stuffs before but not on a “nagging” level. He would also post random comments on my Facebook wall or would send me private messages about a totally nonsensical topic. As if his cyber randomness wasn’t enough, he would even send me random (love) quotes and greetings to my mobile phone regularly. At OFS forum, there’s this “Random Thoughts” thread where he would even post his repulsive randomness indirectly referring to me. I got no concrete proof except for a hunch, but yeah, I hope you get the picture.
It's unfortunate that I wasn't able to keep his other repulsive messages to me. If I didn't delete them out of disgust, there would've been more evidence to prove my point.
In short, it became painfully obvious that he was trying his best to gain my attention aka being “papansin” so much. He had been the “papansin” type from the very beginningwhich was kinda fine by me, but somehow it got worse as time went on (around late August). I knew already by then that something was really off with his attitude and I’m not much of a naïve person not to notice that. However, for formality’s sake I didn’t inform him that he was getting on my nerves already because I was trying my best to preserve our good relationship because hey, I still judged him as good company.
Things turned for the worse on my part as he kept on with his regular “papansin” endeavors to the point that I started referring to him as “chanero”. I did try my best to ignore him and formulate excuses like “I’m busy, no time to chat” etc. It was stressful that I had to put up with his creepy shit while trying my best to remain “nice” to him. At one point when I deliberately used “DND UNLESS IMPORTANT” status on my YM just to shoo him off, he threw this shit at my face: “Ako ba hindi importante sayo?!” (Am I not important to you?!). Jesus Christ.
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The Endless Pointing and Shooting
Well, I can understand that it’s a part of his personality. But c’mon! Is it even remotely acceptable to have someone taking your photo for a few hundred times just because he feels like it? While eating, while casually talking to other people, while mindlessly shredding a piece of paper, while staring blankly into an open space…Steamed Bun Pussy would shoot photos of those EPIC AND TOTALLY ESSENTIAL moments of mine at every chance that he got, which was annoying as hell. What? Am I supposed to strike a pose every time his cheap-ass lens would point at me? Just…augh.
Bonus shot:
Stalker shot? lol
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The Best of Anime Egress Incident
One of the creepiest moments of his chanero endeavors happened during The Best of Anime 2010 held at SMX Mall of Asia last September 19. My family and I were exhibitors as always, as with every other anime convention. During the event egress, Steamed Bun Pussy just had to tag along to as we packed-up our stuffs while we got ready to go back home. I DID NOT ask him to stay with us nor did I wish for him to join us at that time because he was already on Bizarro world by then. Heck, I tried to convince him countless times to go home in a pretty nice way, something like “Hindi ka ba gagabihin sa daan?” or “Gabi na, umuwi ka na!!“. But no, he insisted and came up with a dozen excuses to “assist” us (wtf). He even went as far as to tag along all the way to the car park (fuck!) and even had a random personal chat with my mom during the pack-up (which lasted about 30mins) that I failed to hear since I went inside the car as soon as possible in an attempt to escape the creepy reality that he was evidently trying to get close to my family. He only took his leave at the time of our departure. I thought that the storm had already ended, but then he even took a photo of us in the car as we left the vicinity. ASDKJLASD.
EDIT: Found out some information about their chat with my mom after having a talk with my sister about this blog post of mine. Apparently, he keeps asking my mother about my youngest sister; about when she’ll join us in going to conventions and other personal information about her. Oh fuck! *triple facepalm*
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Bases belonging to…wait, what?
This shit I will never forget. There was a time when I randomly used “Someone set up us the bomb!” (“All your base are belong to us” meme) status message at Facebook. Although he never directly commented on it, later that night he sent me a message on YM with these exact words:
“Roses are red, Violets are blue. All my bases, Are belong to you”.
Wait, was that supposed to be…humorous? ‘Coz you know, how can you take that as a joke from someone who’s been desperately trying to get your attention like a dog from all angles for the past couple of weeks? I immediately closed the chat box window and banged my head on the nearest wall as soon as I read the message. As if fate was testing out how long my sanity would last, early morning the next day the first message that I received on my mobile phone was the very same abomination about his bases belonging to me. WHY IS THAT!?!? And if it’s actually a joke, why send it TWICE?!
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EmperorLelouch vs Steamed Bun Pussy
This issue cannot be judged merely as a bad case of misunderstanding because his former friends have known him for 2 years already. So what’s the story behind the rage-o’holic EmperorLelouch (or Dyend) and his fuming tirade towards Steamed Bun Pussy? Apparently, these two were close buddies before and they both knew who’s got the hots for whom (hint: EL to me). But now that Steamed Bun Pussy’s betrayal has been revealed, it appears like he’s been stabbing his supposed-buddy and a long-time friend behind his ass just to get a little bit closer to me or to probably have my approval of sorts. If he was also “helping” him, why would he even reveal those Plurk sessions in the first place? Of course, Steamed Bun Pussy can deny everything. Yes he can. But yeah…wag na tayong maglokohan. Deceitfulness is bullshit.
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Harassing of a 14-year old little girl
I have this “little sister” whom I can only meet during anime conventions. After a little chat over dinner, I got her mom’s approval that I’ll be her “legal guardian” whenever she’s attending cons (I’ll refer to her as “Azunyan” from now on). So then, I happen to introduce Azunyan to Steamed Bun Pussy, which I thoroughly regret even up to now. She told me during the high-time dispute that Steamed Bun Pussy was also sending her random YM messages and SMS to her mobile phone like a daily routine. He even dared to ask for a high-resolution image of Azunyan’s YM user photo just because “she’s cute” in that pic. One time, Azunyan told me that they had this random chat about her cosplaying as loli Nanoha. Steamed Bun Pussy, being the pervert that he is, mentioned something like this along the line; “If you’re cosplaying loli Nanoha then YOU MUST wear Ichigo pantsu” (exact words: “dapat naka ichigo pantsu ka rin”) . What’s wrong with a 26-year old guy suggesting to a 14-year girl old to wear decorated panty? Anyone else find this humorous? Not me, definitely.
Also, during the most critical point of my dispute with Steamed Bun Pussy, it’s pretty normal of me to suggest to Azunyan that she should cut off all contacts with the said pussy right? However, Steamed Bun Pussy even had to guts to try to initiate a chat with Azunyan with a “Hello :)” for about thrice a day. The next day, a similar thing happened but what was even worse was that Steamed Bun Pussy sent an SMS to the 14-year old kid whom he only got a connection because of me, saying something like, “Pati ba naman ikaw galit saken?!” Goddammit.
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Opinionated Critic of the Cosplay Community
Man, I thought I personally cleared this out already but lol, I knew Steamed Bun Pussy will use this against me someday. Not that I didn’t see that coming, seeing as to how he’s looking for as many materials to use against me as possible. Let me say this again, I NEVER requested for those posts. The “critic” has been a good friend of mine even before he became known as the bastard of the local cosplay scene. Although I know him personally and talk to him regularly, I have seriously NO connections to his posts whatsoever. He’s got his own life, I’ve got mine. Just so happens that I told him my story because I know that he can keep a secret. Next thing I know…yeah. He posted it. Although I admit that it was a fault of mine that something like that happened, I swear that I did not deliberately wish for it. Heck, I was even against it from the start. Then again, Steamed Bun Pussy deserved it for everything that he did to me. Btw, what’s with the “sinisiraan” word? The post is supposedly comical and no personal info was included. Can’t take the joke?
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It’s all about the Cosplay Drama
Here’s a nice fact. Steamed Bun Pussy is one of the founders (if not THE founder himself) of a certain old fanclub dedicated to the current Cosplay Goddess. When I first heard of it, I was like, “Oh wow, that’s so cool!!.” Then again, during our random chats he revealed to me a few tidbits about the negative side of this Cosplay Goddess. He mentioned before that there was this incident a long, long time ago that the Cosplay Goddess made-up a frivolous drama of someone trying to bash her just so she can get people to sympathize with her. He revealed to me a lot more than that, and those very words came from the Cosplay Goddess fanclub founder himself. Interesting indeed. I wouldn’t be surprised if one day, I’ll come across a post stating something like “Czarina Geronimo, the ultimate cosplay bitch etc” because “I used him” for my own means. LMAO.
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You are my “daughter” to the bitter end.
This, I absolutely don’t get. So Steamed Bun Pussy got bitter towards me because I was a biatch who turned him down while he lost all of his hobby-buddies in one go. He got bitter, did not apologize, spit all the blame to my face, shit etc. But what’s this? It’s been, like, what, 3 weeks since the issue “ended” but he’s still keeping me on his…relationship section on Facebook?
The story behind it; I was the one who initiated adding him as my “Father” because we’re super close like that. He’s a good guy from the start, and he’s been there when I needed him. So yeah, we were REALLY close with each other, he’s a nice friend, I liked his company…then he started acting weird. End of the story.
Back on track, why would you even keep someone on your “relationship” status if you’ve already stated that you’re not in a good relationship with her anymore?
His reason was, “I don’t get the big deal about it. I was too lazy to remove it.” For the second time around, come on, wag na tayong maglokohan. It’s pretty obvious that you’re keeping it just to save face. Btw, up to this date, he has already deleted my name upon request but he’s still keeping Azunyan’s name on his list. Un-fucking-believable.
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The Plurk Incident Aftermath
So what happened to Dyend and Co. after they realized that Steamed Bun Pussy was the very person who’s been selling them off all this time? It’s total chaos. But in the end, the one at fault wanted me to take the blame for his treason.
Hey, why me? Let’s say Steamed Bun Pussy just wanted to help me from the start at the cost of stabbing his 2-year long buddies behind their backs. However, I still don’t get the idea that I am someone who’s partly responsible and should take the blame for his own disloyalty to them. Heck, I didn’t even know about the Plurk sessions until he revealed them to me, which is clear that he was the one who threw out his relationship with them for someone he barely even knew. So how am I at fault with this? Instead of bluntly admitting to his mistake that he betrayed them on his own accord, he claimed that it was his fault that he TRUSTED ME instead of his good ‘ol pals.
Just, wow. Talk about unadulterated immaturity of a former professor at the age of 26.
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My Other Younger Sister
I’m not sure if I’m only overreacting to all of this. But hell, I really can’t take it if my family becomes involved with my own shit. This sister of mine is also a member of OFS who shares the same hobby with me.
Obviously, I was the one who introduced him to Steamed Bun Pussy, who in turn also bugged the hell out of her. Do you REALLY have to beg for someone to talk to you at YM?
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Posing as an Admin for hitting-on-a-new-female-member purposes
Uhm, you really want people to point out your own shits? Fine, let me do the honors for you.
“Mugi” (not real username), a new member of the OFS forums revealed her mind-blogging experience with Steamed Bun Pussy.
It’s sad that Mugi can’t present chat archives about her experience with him. But it is definitely even MORE sad that Steamed Bun Pussy, being an old guy as he is, would stoop down to such a pathetic level because of his undying interest over the female population. Then again, he’s capable of even sinking lower and lower…and lower.
Well, yeah. He posed as an SC (Sakura Committee), the term we use to refer to the admins of OFS forums, for his “personal use”. Steamed Bun Pussy. DENY THIS, I DARE.
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Behind the Brain-Degrading screenshot
Okay, I admit. The screenshot makes absolutely no sense without a proper explanation behind it. Thanks for pointing that out. Sorry, allow me to correct my mistake now.
So yeah…this deplorable thing happened after the Best of Anime incident which left me in a mix of distress and a bit of disgust towards him. Up to that point, I was trying to ignore his attempts to have a “random talk” with me even though he was still sending off random messages on my phone. He was already creepy on a high alert level, and then…that conversation happened. Do you REALLY have to tell me that SEEING ME is enough reason for you to attend a convention? Urgh.
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Steamed Bun Pussy hitting on my little sister: The Final Straw
This part is probably the last straw that pushed me to face the bitter reality that someone’s been fucking with me for a very long time. The other person involved is my 15-year old youngest sister who’s never had any connection to any of my friends. With all the cosplay drama that I’ve been experiencing lately, I would literally kill any soul who’s got the guts to involve my family with my own cosplay shit. My sister has never had ANY sort of connection to my friends because it obviously doesn’t serve a purpose for her. Steamed Bun Pussy, however, proved that he’s the bastard-next-door type of guy who’d gnaw on every opportunity available just to get involved with me.
That conversation up there, take note that that’s the first time that the two parties got involved with each other. Steamed Bun Pussy initiated a random conversation, and my naïve little sister took the bait so easily. You can’t even tell that they’re complete strangers to one another because of the conversation trend. Not being biased here, but I would take my sister’s side as just being plain immature mainly because, hey, SHE’S A KID. Steamed Bun Pussy, however, is a 26-year old guy who’s willing to stoop down to a kid’s level just to get his “just desserts”. It’s safe to assume that he was hitting on my youngest sister all because of me. He tried to get away with it as “just being friendly with her” while fully knowing that she is my sister. Dude, wag na tayong maglokohan. Do you usually approach a complete stranger just to get “friendly”? Steamed Bun Pussy is aiming for the “Mr. Congeniality” award now? This…I don’t even. I’ve put up with all the “pangungulit” for a very long time for the simple reason that I don’t want to spill the drama, but hitting on my youngest sister… It’s just too low that it’s sickening. Not even my best buddies whom I’ve known for years would get involved with her, not once.
Steamed Bun Pussy’s trend goes like this;
Getting to know you -> get to be a good friend -> started getting weird -> tried to get close to your personal friends -> tried to get close to your family -> started getting weirder sadkjdlkasjdohgods -> hits on your little sister
He was trying to defend his actions as simply being friendly but in the end, he himself admitted that he was trying to get closer to my family because of his interest in me, which I wanted no part of. I dare anyone to tell me an acceptable reason why it was wrong of me to snap because of this, and I’d delete this post for good while submitting to the idiocy that “I was wrong” in all of this.
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Favorite Cosplayer
I thought that my sister’s case would be the last one of my patience being snapped into two, but then again, Steamed Bun Pussy proved me wrong in another unsurprisingly retarded way. While our dispute regarding what he did to my little sister was still fresh off the pot, he had the audacity to do another attention-seeking post at OFS forums.
Augh, seriously. He’s posting on a cosplay thread, right? So what does my “personality” have anything to do with my COSPLAY?! “She’s a kind person who will fight for her friends… …” blabla, what does my cosplay got to do with that?!
Besides, generally speaking, what does my cosplay have to do with the issue? Yes, I am a cosplayer, but that’s just a hobby. It’s the same thing as “figure collecting” and “surfing the internet” imho. JUST A HOBBY. So why involve my cosplay name in it? Damn.
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Contradicting Statements
Ah yes, this is another of those “brain-cell degrading” screenshots about his confession. Let’s cut the chase and get on with the topic.
“Honestly, I never meant to invade any privacy or intended to make you mad.”
“I think that the reason I wanted to know more about you and your family is because I like you.”
Contradicting much? Steamed Bun Pussy said that he didn’t want to invade my privacy; then again he rightfully admitted that he was trying to get close to my family. What exactly is this “privacy” of mine that he didn’t want to invade when it was clear that the pussy’s been whoring out all the people who are connected to me? Explain.
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All of this is GAMING RELATED, like, seriously.
Up to this point, I still wonder why all the shiz about a certain bitter fag would result to the issue being posted on a GAMING site as if the whole PERSONAL thing is related to their blog genre (was searching for the “drama” tag of that post but meh, I failz). Steamed Bun Pussy has his own personal blog, yet he chose to post his clarification thingy on a gaming blog that he’s a part of under the “SITE-UPDATES” tag. Site statistics matter that much for your own drama? I think that’s just low, if not humorously pathetic. Okay, so maybe the name GameOPS was mentioned on the formspring question, but if it’s just that then why include the other GameOPS-unrelated topic? Personal rant post on a gaming blog? And here I thought you’re trying to “ignore” the said issue. Btw, what’s the purpose of having a FORMSPRING account if you’ll answer the question on a GAMING BLOG anyway? Lolol. You know what’s even worse? Them freaks are trying to formulate their own comments on their own blog!~
I mean, c’mon. Are you guys for real? We, the people involved on the other side of the coin, are trying to minimize the damage that the whole incident has brought upon the OFS name in general. Who in their right mind would even post something like that while mentioning the name of the org?! Oh yeah, just a bunch of kids from your end who want to stir things up for the worse with those made-up comments. Desperate much? You guys didn’t even bother to check out similar tone of the comments and the time difference of those posts *double facepalm*
EmperorLelouch…you referring to Dyend? Sorry, he was offline when “that” stupidity was posted. He went out. Gosh, you fail so much (apply “wag na tayong maglokohan” term here).
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Barney and Friends
Honest to goodness, I’ve been trying my very hardest to move on with the issue even without accepting any apologies from the bastard involved whatsoever. I’d rather twist my ichigo panties looking for Christmas business opportunities than to take revenge and scrutinize Steamed Bun Pussy until he shakes in fear and terror and blablabla. But I can’t effin stand it when his BUDDIES, who absolutely know shit about the whole issue would throw stones at me for bullying their poor, poor little comrade. Since it’s like that, imma throw their stones right back at them, boulder sized.
Someone who's NOT even directly involved with the issue called me "immature" and told me to "Grow up!" ...Oh, the irony.
So hey, now I AM the immature one who acts like a teenager? Please do enlighten me, good sir.
I swear to God that I’ve been patient towards your dear friend, Steamed Bun Pussy, for MORE THAN A MONTH. I never did set aside our friendship so easily, nor did I directly shoo’ed him away. If that was the case, our friendship would’ve ended as early as late-August. HE was the one who started getting weird on me in the first place while providing endless alibis that he’s only concerned about our “friendship”. We could’ve been good friends for a way longer period of time only if he didn’t act all weird on me, which I am sure of. You guys don’t even know anything about my side nor about the whole story, as one of you have admitted, yet you freely labeled me as immature and all that just because you bunch can’t understand anything. Some “professional” bloggers (kelan pa naging profession ang blogging?) you are while making things worse as you are ignorant about the topic. Yo guys, how old are you?
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My final say on this:
I’ve mentioned this before and I won’t get tired saying this over and over again. It wasn’t ME who started getting weird. We were good friends. Good buddies, absolutely. I introduced him to my family (except my youngest sis), my friends and to some other people that I’m involved with. We were totally fine as good buddies until he started getting weird towards me. Until he started to do things with a purpose to gain my full-time attention without admitting to his real purpose. We didn’t really have anything big to fight over. It was only because of his unwanted advances towards me which made me angry.
Steamed Bun Pussy, you’re probably reading this blog at this very moment. Let me say this again, wag na tayong maglokohan. You know that you’re at major fault for pushing your intentions on me over and over until I got sick of it. Well, you did those because you “like” me but you NEVER told me otherwise. You continued to stress out my days with your papansin endeavors while asserting a LOT OF ALIBIS that you weren’t interested in me and that you only saw me as a friend even while doing things like any crazy suitor would do.
I never got any reply from you when I confronted you about it and at the very least; I think I deserve a little apology here for you bringing a shitload of stress on my life. Honestly, I would’ve forgiven you and called it quits only if you didn’t throw your own faults at me. It wasn’t MY fault that you betrayed your friends at YOUR own volition because you wanted to “help” me. NEVER did I ask you to abandon and deceive your long-time friends for me. It was YOUR own fault that you lost them, so you’re being a total ass for shifting the fault on my shoulders in a petty attempt to save your own face. Stop the innocent act, for God’s sake, because I know that even you yourself know about your wrongdoings.
It is sad that your buddies; the people who’re unquestionably NOT directly involved with the said issue kept on saying things about me and “us” even if they know nothing about our part of the story. They got too engrossed talking about “Czarina, the bitch” with a few insults here and there while the whole point of the said issue is about “What happened?” between the two of us (and all the other people involved). You guys know nothing, yet you talk TOO much. Makikisawsaw na nga lang, ang dami pang sasabihin. Let me ask this again, how old are you, people?
There’s absolutely nothing wrong with liking someone. Considering my personal status, I obviously understand how the male-to-female (and vice versa) attraction works (not that I’m bragging). Then again, you, Steamed Bun Pussy, are claiming that I HATED you like suuuuuper totally just because you “like” me and “I don’t like guys liking me”. Utter bullshit, I tell you. It wasn’t your “like” that I got pissed off to, it was YOUR MEANS. The way you acted as if YOU OWN me, as if I WAS OBLIGATED to entertain you regularly, as if IT’S A FAULT of mine to ignore you, as if OUR “FRIENDSHIP” is at stake if I don’t talk to you. Someone should award me a medallion for putting up with you for too long. If only you had admitted your “like” to me properly before involving my WHOLE FAMILY with all of this, we wouldn’t be here bickering with each other on a cyber universe.
I am ABSOLUTELY tired of all this drama. If it was my intention to “destroy” you from the very beginning I would’ve blogged about you immediately. Dude, it’s already been 3 WEEKS since the issue has supposedly died down and I know that no one from our side released any statement publicly attacking you and your gaming buddies after the issue had been wrapped up. So why would YOU even need to post something like that on your gaming blog? Can’t stay silent about it and move on that you just have to post your personal rant on a GAMING blog with a decent site stats for people to know “the (twisted) truth”? I am disappointed on epic proportions here. A LOT of people whom you’ve been friends with for almost 2 years and who’ve trusted you deserve a formal apology but you chose to “IGNORE” the majority while acting like a raped victim…and now you and your handful of “yey! I just won a fucking Internet war!” friends are calling it “foul” after one Formspring question dug-up the issue?
Considering that you’re a former professor, you currently have a happy life, a nice family, a bunch of friends, people who look up to you, a good job and a steady source of income…dude, WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU?
I can say this, at least. You are a failure as a human.
If this war is all about personal shortcomings, small wonder you’ve never had a girlfriend throughout your life.
This will be the last that I’ll directly talk about this Steamed Bun Pussy person on this blog. 5000+ words is already too much effort exerted for a person of that level. Then again, it’s high-time that I explain my side just to be fair with all of the cyber shit wars that’s happening lately. All of this is MY PERSONAL take about the issue. NO ONE influenced me to do all of this nor am I representing other entities aside from myself.
To everyone who patiently read this long-ass blog up to this point: Thank you, thank you so much. Anonymous commenting is on (though moderated). Feel free to share your thoughts or questions or whatever.
/moves on with my life
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